23岁。

“I was having this awful nightmare that I was 32. And then I woke up and I was 23. So relieved. And then I woke up for real, and I was 32.”

看完了一套电影,23岁的我深思32岁的我是否会感同身受。

被一位31岁的男生,不,应该是男人,问起性的问题。才发觉自己较喜欢男生的小孩子气。性,好像大人的问题,破坏了那纯洁的感觉。虽然我们都明白到这是种需求,也是大自然的一环。应该迈向生活里现实的一面,可是还想保留着那童真。对待爱情那一份憧憬,怎么随着年龄而逐渐消失了呢?性,在怎样的情况下才能比较单纯?单纯,是对的形容词吗?自己都觉得有点可笑。或许,这类问题不该说出口。还是以小孩子的口吻吧?

如果一个男人爱上你了,他不会让你知道那一切。那不会在童话故事里存在的一切。

 

 

 

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