A few thoughts.

Facebook is a public playground that I cannot write all these.
Nobody’d come, sit and read all I wrote here. At least I feel so.

It’s sentimental, you can tell. I’d say it’s thoughts. An old soul’s thoughts.

I watched TFIOS, in a way kidnapping people to go with me.
There were several teens sitting in the same row, and they were so intrigued by the story than I was. I like the story, though.
Tears were forming in my eyes. Just stay there, not streaming down my cheeks.
Going to cinema, much more because I wanted to know the acting. I read the book before.
It was a good read with few thought provoking quotes.

When I was watching, my own quote walked across my brain.
The alphabet L, the love, life, and loss.

Today an incident has brought it to surface, again.
My colleague’s dad passed away yesterday due to 3rd stage terminal illness.
It could be a rest in peace. And I could not refrain myself from imagining the situation, as if “How was I if I was him?”

It’s just a timing matter.
I strongly agree, if you tell me funeral is for living. I cannot stop thinking but I cannot think more of it.

Another thing, I shall walk farther. I know there is a No, when you tell me “If”.
All the while, I know but I pretend as a hope.
So pretentious of me.

Just buried here.

Hello.

Hello, my life.
I want to read a good book but I haven’t.
To kill a mocking bird sits quietly besides my bed.
And my fingers only touching keyboard and keypad for an entire week.
I want to submit my final translation but I haven’t.
Keep on pushing the deadline to the edge.
Please stop. Gotta do it before the weekend begins.
I want to kick start my Walking Dead series but I haven’t.
All “haven’t” above is happened because I spent most of the times to work and chill after work.
Brain just tired and malfunction.
Till yesterday, it broke down and declared “Migraine” notice.
What, in a Friday night.
Are you kidding me, my nerves? I suppose spending the night to finish my work, not this morning.

Anyhow, gotta do it as I said.
And after that, enjoy my weekend.
Enjoy yours too. :)

CoffeeMonday

Here I’m, a relaxing Monday, cuddling in a big sofa.
How much I’d wish staying till the shop is closed?
A serene, small coffee shop I prefer after Starbucks.

Long Macchiato just bitter for me #coffeejourney

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Thoughts keep swirling in my brain.
Should I?
What would happen next if I did or not?
I’m not sure, hence not daring to anticipate the next move because it is just out of my control.
Keep it within and bury it deep down? Or, say it out and loud and hope for a miracle?
What I have now is zero confidence, albeit the silly wish.
It’s just a subject to satisfy my own will rather than the other’s curiosity. Might not want to know, after it all.

Weekly.

Further and further from blogging scene, I also lacks of one life record. Sometimes, feel like nothing to write about although I understand every happening is a precious moment. Not only so, less writing in Chinese, more rusty the machine is. Have to oil it but I’m typing in English now.

My phone broken, unexpectedly. One morning, it lays quietly on my office table, in a blank screen. Its LED was blinking in regular pattern. I was busy and just plugged it into charger. Hugged a big hope that it was just battery issue. The clock ticked at the off-work hour. Reached home and started to ask Dr. Google. Not much hope as the result likely showed that it was phone death or whatsoever. Last but not least, I tried the solution netizens posted and yet it was failed to relive my phone. No choice but to give up and looking for something to back me during this out-of-connection period.

Least, I sent it to repair center but the difference is just officially death was certified. I expected it to come but too soon. I was bragging on it to him and clueless. Losing all contents but I suppose nothing was too important as I cannot recall one. #badluck.

Not long after this, my finger was caught by the door, or the wind. It was after movie with friends. Too late to go for supper. I decided to be a home-girl. Thunder roaring, wind blowing, and raindrop begun. I was kind of phobia, of the strong wind. Once it was locked me out of room when I was rushing to go for a movie date. I remembered and inserted the room key to the hole. Hearing the noise from kitchen, I thought it was more peaceful to close the kitchen door to stop the wind from whirling inside the small space. No. Damnit. #badluck My palm held the door side while my leg tried to kick the pile blocking the door. Yeah, it was not blocked but the strong wind close it instantly in unexpected manner. So, one of the finger was pinched. Pain, was the only word I can think. Blue black underneath the nail now. Hope it is cured itself, soon.

That was last week. This week, more blissful. Perhaps it made me feel so, provided that nothing bad happens.

Balancing my life. The entire week was back home earlier, with no long meeting and less workload. Except Wednesday when I was guiding my team mate to get a report done. Still, every night I got to read a chapter or more before I went bed. When I’m too occupied, mind just cannot digest the content. Feel wasteful to force myself finishing off a story. This week was different.

Thought it was an empty weekend. Yesterday was able to catch the Disney movie, Maleficent. The plot was so-so with a quick ending. Awaiting for TFIOS. If you were fans, you know what’s it stand for. Contemplating to read the romance before it’s on show.

In the progress of accepting one translation project and discussing another task. Hope the deals will be closed in success.
June, here. We’re good.

So-me.

Clusters of Criteria

Communicate
5
Not always at ease in public, you do not spontaneously open up to people that you do not know.
Your attention is selective. You are open but do not systematically pay attention to new ideas.
You prefer to avoid conflict. You carefully express your point of view making sure not to offend your audience.
You do not naturally want to impose your opinions and persuade others.

Manage
6
Leading a team does not come naturally to you but you can accept the group’s decision.
You are committed and conscientious when you are assigned a task even if you do not always seek responsibility.
You are flexible, you rely more on your ability to adapt than on your comprehensive approach to achieve results.
You are able to focus on details and address situations objectively to be more efficient.

Dare
6.3
You trust your ability to succeed and are in no doubt about your potential.
You have your own opinions but are still sensitive to the criticisms of those in your company.
You show originality but without questioning established procedures.
You like to develop independently even if you like sharing your achievements.

Adapt
6.3
You find it easy to keep your cool in stressful situations, you perform well under pressure.
You show great responsiveness, you favor action over reflection.
You need immediate results, you may find it difficult to look ahead to the future.
You like to maintain a certain independance but you can follow the instructions of your supervisor.

Excel
4.3
You are able to review your objectives in the event of difficulty, you prefer to avoid confrontation with obstacles.
You need to progress at your own pace, your career is not a priority.
You are not afraid of hard work even if you like to keep time for yourself.
You prefer to avoid situations of rivalry and favor cooperation. You do not necessarily feel the need to be the best.

开灯。

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没有艺术天分,还是搞了一幅来娱乐下自己
没有爱情天分,人们依然走进了那自困的笼子

燕姿唱得对 林夕的歌词依旧动人
睡得安稳也是因为那盏还没开的灯

灯开对了,我们也就醒得安稳。
就等待开启那灯的那个人吧。

:)